Our conversation


My brain is so overused it's going to explode immediately. No kidding.
God, I know it's worth to fight. Stay with me.



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*update (March, 2nd 2015) : HAHAHAHA. What a drama queen side of me. That was me 'struggling' with final scientific paper. It was only 'meh' compare to the present. Relax, you'll graduate well and have 9 months of free time (jobless) and...you'll finally got a job for a civil service, dear Mudrica of 2012. 

P.S : It is so true that "the only person you should ever compare yourself to is the one you used to be" 

Currently..


  • Feel excited about Ramadhan and Hari Raya!
  • Wearing hijab. Now and hopefully until the end of time. Finally.
  • In the middle of working my brain off for the scientific paper.
  • Craving for dimsum and a bowl of chicken cream soup :9
  • Being too protective and paranoid over my seemingly exhausted laptop (Because re-install programs and update windows means re-install The Sims 3 and the expansion packs. Nope! I don't want to go through that complicated steps and restart the game all over again)
  • Feel like watching SATC and Grey's Anatomy series. So many catchy quotes and life lessons. Although it has so many steamy scenes. :s
  • In the need of exercising. My body is far away from fit. Seriously.
  • Playing "Pulang" and "Surrender" by Float over and over again. So stuck in my head.
  • Enjoying my single status to the fullest. Less drama more fun!
  • Neglecting this blog for ages. Sorry ;(

Raw




This I could call a virtual karaoke with no visual. Just to brag about my lack of music skill, though (I wish I was a composer). I can only enjoy other people's music and not doing anything on my own. So I guess this can be the beginning :p because basically, I covered some artists by using their instrumental song. And the thing is I have no idea how to edit my voice (that I've recorded in my very own little cell phone, yes). So I ran into google and find the software that compatible with my computer (ok I know my windows xp system operation is a lil' bit old fashioned; don't judge me) which is Mixcraft 5.2.

It's quite simple at least for me. You can try it, too. And we can try it together as duet maybe? :)

The Right Call




Would that be an answer from God?
When you pray for your insecure feeling of might or might not getting hurt from your current partner, God keeps him away from you. Like, immediately. He somehow brightened up your mind of logic and faded out your lovingly heart. He shows you the way. The bad clues are everywhere. Would you follow those signs? I would and I'm glad I did. And now it's up for you to make the right call.




Adaptation

This early year I went through was tough. This week is even harder. Yesterday I had my proposal trial done with just 1 day of preparation. Today within a couple of hours, I'll fly to Jakarta for my hospital internship. It's two months away from home. I have had lack of relaxing time just like I used to be done back then. Hope I could catch a break there. Wish me good luck. Cheers!


Touch of Evil





I have been mesmerized by these Alex Prager's video galleries of this year's biggest actors chanelling the greatest cinematic villains. If you want to see Brad Pitt as Eraserhead, Gary Oldman as the menacing dummy, or even the innocent Mia Wasikowska as the Home Wrecker, which surprisingly brilliant--I think she's the best of all but well, after Gary Oldman of course-- you can watch them all here.

They're all simply short, yet have a magic quality that blew your mind, because they're technically moving photographs. So, you might wanna check them out they're epic.

Before Reality Bites

Never been this peaceful recently. With the rain drumming on the roof and Francoise Hardy caressing my ear. And yes, here I am, munchin' on Eid's leftover cookies and end it up with a sip of cheap soda. Gratefully with no reason to worry whatsoever. Secure. No work. No assignment marathon. Just as simple as that. You know at least I still have few days before my reality bites. :-)


So how's your holy holiday people? Wow, sounds great. And Moi? Well you know. Same old, same old. No surprise. *I'm still in the hope-of-being-paid-treveler though*







Some random activities


It's a cliche, but at least for now, I really am grateful to be surrounded by the people I heart the most. Kinda relief to have this content feeling, though. Seriously. I hope I could stop the world from moving for a while.


Blahbye!

Catching up a bit

Anyway I've been missing blogging since ages, but I didn't really have enough time to post anything (read: lazed around). Well, these past two months were completely filled with uptight college schedule; exams, final assignment, early research paper proposal,etc. My brain was tense and hectic enough to blow up by a single poke. Seriously. Joking.

On top of that, there's an issue with the gadget. I don't know. I just have no frickin idea about how fragile my laptop is. You know, I've told you before that few buttons on my keyboard has broken since I dont even remember. And, it's getting worse that all the buttons are screwed up so I must replace the whole board into the new one *sigh*. Quite expensive by the fact that I could have get it fixable earlier *another sigh* Oh I felt so bad.


Okay, enough with the fussy and whiny talk. It might bores you to the max.

Just so you know, I'm on two months of my break from college now. I had absolutely no holiday plan as my wallet is barely alive *sarcastic laugh*. Of course you might find me lie on the couch while staring at the screen all day long. Or I might realize there's still plenty things I could've done. I mean sort of "get a life!" activities outside tv series marathon watching and browsing and game onlining.

P.S: Ramadhan has just started and I must ensure myself to be a better prayer and also as a person.

P.S.S: I know this draft is a month late. I know. Peace out!