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Allo Darlin - If Loneliness was Art
Arcade Fire - Cold Wind
Get Set Go - Hate
Hurts - Better Than Love
Inara George - Fools in Love
Nouvelle Vague - This is Not a Love Song
Pylon - Stop It
Razorlight - Who Needs Love
Tame Impala - Solitude is Bliss
The Radio Dept. - I Don't Need Love, I've Got My Band

Communication. It’s the first simple thing that we really learn in our life. However, the funny thing is once we grow up bigger, and really start talking, the trickier it becomes to know what to say. Or, how to ask for what we really want…
This situation must be familiar, right? Because it does happening in most people, including me. You know, I maybe not a people person to everyone. I just don't know what to say or do when it comes the insecure feeling towards my insecure surroundings. Sometimes, I got so many thoughts and emotions that about to burst in my head. Then, I cant deliver it right. So they may think I'm an awkward, then.. start making a fun of me. And all I could do is just laugh along with them. But deep inside, I know that they're literally laughing at me. hah.
Actually, I just don't have any idea about how to yell or complain to that 'insecure surroundings'. Seriously, I often scream to myself. The words are all around my head and when they got into my tongue, err..
In the other way, I could be the friendliest person. I could be a chatty one for hours. I could be hilarious and etcetra If I get around with the 'right' group. But still..awkward and a bit sarcastic, though. *evil laugh*
"At the end of the day, there are some things you just can’t help but talk about.
Some things, we just don’t want to hear. And some things we say because we can’t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say. They’re what you do. Some things you say because there’s no other choice. Some things, you keep to yourself."
"And not too often, but every now and then… some things simply speak for themselves." -- Grey's Anatomy season 2's monologue

Now my fingers feel like dancing, not only with keyboard but also with stationery. Since I have no idea what to post--because I am no way a gifted writer--I decided to make a likes/dislikes list just like Cassandra Niki did. Anyhow, I call it yay/nay list *tee-hee.

Bonsoir, this is gonna be a quickie hi post because I'm currently in the middle of my final semester exam now. I should have been studied, I know. Grey's Anatomy, The Walking Dead, The Amazing Race and America's Next Top Model still haunting me.
Also these songs literally stuck in my head. You must listen. It's darn lovely. And oh, Erin McCarley is my muse now. Her songs kinda Spektor-Bareilles.:3

Anyways, I still have few drafts to be publish soon after the exam. I think I should hit the hand-outs and textbooks. So there'll be no more procrastinating, okay. Wish me great luck, dear lovely people!

How's it sounds,eh? like I am an awkward?
Whatever just keep your opinion in mind because to me, this blog title sounds better and represents me more than "choco cookie stuck in my tummy". I also change the layout, too. Although it has less character, I'm just trying to make it cleaner on your eyes.
Err, do you think the header is good enough? Well, to me it's good but I'm not sure about the width size. It's a bit rough, I know. I just wanna keep it natural and simple.
FYI, the picture was one of my scrapbook project. I chose eye-catching 'cut outs' from my old magazines and I simply glued them together. And I have to say that it's a fun way to recycle something, especially when you're obviously an amateur crafty girl and get bored to the bone. But I'd love to become a pro one someday because I've just found this awesome web about DIY magazine project. GO check it out and try one. It has loads of projects and also how to do them --> cutoutandkeep.net




And oh, I guess I've done the blog makeover faster than I expected before, huh? I thought I'd have no time due to final exam, but somehow I'm having a week-off college. Cool. And that would make me a better couch potato person. Crap.

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

I feel like making the most of basic things. So I've done revert the blog's background into a plain white. Now, me, still figuring out about the new header. Maybe I'll make something handwritten and scan it. And oh, the sidebar looks pretty messed up, too (gotta upgrade the links and stuff). I promise I'll do that right after my final exam on early February.



Au revoir :O

....about few months ago and I've had this idea for a long time. Scrapbook it is! with collages and doodles and writing and art stuff. I just love love anything visually magnificient.So it's like, I literally put out my whole right brain content as much I could. FYI, I post this picture right now because I've just got a scanner already.
So..anyways, in order to make this new cover, I just simply combined all these pictures from magazines. And voila! I've done a real polyvore set.

When we were kids. It was candy or something else too sweet. We've gotta hid from our parents and ate them until we got toothache. When in high school or college, it was a massive loads of youth fun and also..endless procrastinating. Well, as a college student with a full life assignments cycle, We take as much of the pleasure as we can get, because it doesn’t come around as often as it possibly should be.
As we know, good things aren’t always what they seem. Too much of anything, even love, for God's sake, is not always a good thing.
But, then,

How do you know how much is too much? Too soon? Too much fun? Too much love? Too much to ask? Too much to know?

And when is it all just too much to worry about?

*just saying